Today is our Science Congress, oyeah just the way we expect it to be it turn out a big disaster. Anyway, not so bad for us cause we are the only one's who qualified for Science Congress in our section. The judges were kind of harsh and they have many questions which are clearly stated in our scoop that we didn't tackle it. Many were shock and remain blank when they were ask.. just forget it.
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We started to make our essays today and because of the congress I was unable to make my first 3 paragraphs (I'm not really in the mood). I'm still not finish reading my novel but I'm trying although its really boring and always putting me to sleep. I like that essay project, its just that its too lenghty and pretty much pressured with the deadline because we are only allowed to do it at school. Putting
adopt-a-country + filipino project + essay + periodical exams = no sleeps --------------------------------------------------------
Last evening I had this dream of me and tubby. He was 17 that time and I'm 16 yrs. old we are on our college days but still in different schools. Sarah and Paula are still my classmates haha we are inseperable and Sarah is still close to tubby like in our H.S. days sharing problems and secrets. I'm childish at this moment but in my dreams I'm much matured and sweeter than ever. He is still the same, the same tubby that I've known he still talks that way, acts that way, nothing is changing except for he became slimmer oyeah!! I don't know if there is this university here in the Philippines but as I remember there is an escalator on our school. Sarah suddenly rushes in sabi niya sakin "Phen, kamusta naman kayo ni EarL? and I said "Ok lang naman". She said again "Sigurado ka? Mahal mo pa ba yun?" sabi ko "Siyempre anong klaseng tanong yan, bumait na nga ko ngayon eh.." and then Paula joined our talk "Phen kasi marami siyang shota and ung isa mahal na mahal niya sinabi niya sakin". I dont know what's happening he is not saying anything to me and then I ran so fast until I met Kevin on a shelf. I'm crying so hard that you'll think that its the end of the world for me I told Kevin that I dont want to let go and would even understand him as best as I could. When Paula and Sarah confessed to Earl that they told me about the girl (I dont know the name of the girl) he came the next day. I acted like nothing happened being so stupid cause I dont want to let go but everyday I'm crying. Kung kailan kasi naging mabait ako tska nagkaganon.. and then I woke up with tears rushing down my face, hehehe natatakot din pala ako..
What do you think of my dream?? It's pathetic I know but it could happen. In other cases dreams are premonitions just like in novels and some says that dreams are the opposite of what will truly happen. I hope my dream is just the opposite..
I'M SCARED!! I don't want that to happen I'll just stay still and I will not mature ehehe.. I'LL CHOOSE MY FATE AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
I AM.